The Library of Spanking Fiction: Wellred Weekly
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Spanking Model: Emma Bishop When did you first realise you were a spanko?  When I first read a copy of 'Janus' magazine the stories and the pictures in my head made it all so real and I began to fantasise about what it would really be like to be spanked and to be the model. I joined some very early online spanking newsgroup forums in Outlook Express (in the days of 56k snail internet!) and discovered there were lots of others like me. It was such a relief to know I wasn't alone in being a little 'weird', which is how I saw myself. I eventually found the courage to buy a school uniform and visit a real-life retired Headmaster. I came away knowing there was something inside me that could be ignited like a flame and the safe life in the closet would never be the same again.What is it about the spanking fetish that most intrigues you? Being in the moment and knowing it will start with a lecture, work through a series of moves, and that I will end with my having a sore bottom and being a very sorry young lady by the end. The ability to hand myself over to someone stronger than me who can spank me like a naughty child is the thing that surprises me most about myself. In everyday life I am pretty organised but when I have misbehaved or got myself into a punishment situation I accept the consequences as if it was just an occupational hazard of getting caught. Of course this is always in a fully consensual situation where there is complete trust and authority is agreed from the beginning. For me there can only ever be one person in charge, and that's not me or my bottom I'm afraid to say!Have you given as well as received spankings? Aside from in giggly play for photos or with spanking model friends in fun I have never spanked anybody else. I consider myself to be a true spankee. The idea of spanking someone for real does nothing for me. I have (very rarely) given a few play strokes to clients in sessions but it makes me cringe, like I imagine it would be to eat a live cockroach in "I'm a Celebrity Get Me out of here"! I have had to laugh about it and pretend it's OK, when inside I was thinking "this is not right, how can you take charge of me, tell me off and spank me, and then show me your bottom?! Please don't ask expect me to say I enjoyed it?!"I have the utmost respect for Switches who are able to enjoy both situations and be honest about it, but I particularly get annoyed when someone purports to being 'Dom' when they are really a Switch. I have had some situations where people have lied in order to somehow convert me into switching too... grrr!! I hate it when some Doms use that ridiculous line that they "tried it once to see what it was like" or "it made me a better Dom to know what it felt like". A true Alpha Dom would never dream of giving up their bottom under any circumstances. Once I know someone is a switch and they want to spank me in a personal punishment situation I must admit that I can never take them as seriously as I can a full Dom. For it to work for me there have to be clear roles and identities that are natural or it can only be a game and nobody is really in control. That's OK in loving relationships though because other things matter more than spanking so your glass can be half full and it's all just for fun. Have you ever experienced a real punishment spanking?  Yes, many times. I had a Mentor for over eight years and others in between. I wrote about them and added photos in my previous blog The Unsecret Diaries. I also had what I would call 'punishment spankings' in professional spanking videos. As an actress I try to give a truth to the situations I am supposedly 'acting' in so that they become real, and I often have genuine real tears and have apologised for my behaviour both on and off camera. I have been blessed to have worked with spankers who can also make it look and feel totally real. Punishment spankings are cleansing and cathartic and I have learned more from them than I did from anything else as a spankee. I have better self control, dedication and attention to detail as a result of lots of sound spankings, being grounded or having privileges withdrawn, and having to journal and write essays and lines. I'm very much a TIH/HOH/DD type of girl... but admit it.Do you find there's a difference between being spanked by a man or a woman? And if so what? I have been spanked 90% of the time by men but have had some wonderful sessions with some great Dommes before too. Some of them can spank as hard as men and have managed to get me in the same sorry state. If there is a difference it is only in my head and how I feel about the person spanking me, whether that is a man or woman. I am attracted to certain strong women but am more naturally hot wired towards men (I think) but emotionally and psychologically it can be the same. If they have the tone, manner, technical ability and authority then I can as easily be in the charge of a woman as a man. The only exception I would make is one particular occasion when this guy picked me up and threw me over his shoulder in the hallway, carried me ten yards into my living room, and in one movement I was across his knee being spanked! I can't say a woman couldn't do that, and I wouldn't want that lol!... but I think she would have to be a 20 stone body builder! It was a rare occasion though and he was very fit.Were you ever spanked as a child? No, my parents preferred to talk to me and stop my pocket money. I believe I inherited my kink from past lives because I have clear recollections of being spanked in Victorian schoolrooms. I also have a convent school uniform that transports me emotionally back somewhere I have been before when I wear it. Strange but true and it would take me ages to explain. People have witnessed the effect it has on me and I have needed lots of time to come down afterwards.If there is one implement you would never want to be spanked with again, what is it? I have never been into BDSM which I can clearly separate from Domestic or Schoolroom Discipline, although many people would say it is all BDSM. I have had a leather 'cat' flogger on my back when I was tied up to a wall rack and I really hated it. I took full strokes well enough and was told I was brave but it left me gasping for breath. That kind of feeling makes me ill and in a state of panic and hypertension rather than in any subspace and I totally don't see it as suitable punishment for me. It is far too grown up for where I am mentally and I see it more as a torture instrument.What is your favourite spanking implement? The hand.What is your favourite position to be spanked in? Over the knee for sure. I don't like to use the word 'favourite' because I have had some serious OTK hand spankings that went on forever and hurt more than any implements. When they are given by experts they are the most effective on me emotionally because I am totally under their control and don't have time to compose myself until the end. I would never want anyone to tie me down so this is the nearest I get to being held in place by someone who is determined to spank me until they are satisfied I have learned my lesson. I have had situations where I have slept on my tummy all night just from OTK hand spankings.Do your vanilla family and friends know of your involvement in the spanking scene?  Yes. I told my mother once but described it as role play fun without adding any definite detail but she knew what I was on about. Her reply was, "well as long as you are safe and don't really get hurt then that's OK, but I don't really agree with you doing it." My friends know too because I once told a college friend when we were out clubbing one night and she told the others. Before I knew it they were all looking up my website and calling me a 'bit kinky!' I am proud of my work though and think if anyone has any issues with it then they are either jealous or not brave enough to do things in their own lives that they wished they had. I never begrudge anyone, or poke my nose into their business but wish everyone well in achieving their dreams whatever they may be, so I expect the same back.Do you get spanked in your private life as well as at work? Yes I do but in my relationship it is more fun, it's fantastic. I love having little games and forfeits and having on the spot 'punishment' for silly things. It's never serious but that's fine because spanking is just a small part of what we have together. When I wasn't in a stable relationship, spanking became the deal breaker and I would often talk about 24/7 and how I would like that. In reality I don't think it can work because real life takes over when you have real feelings.continued...
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